"Malignant Love"
Featuring Jessica Ryan
Music by Ben Landis
Words by Ben Landis & Megan Bachant

Drunk when I first met you
We made out on your car
Within minutes trading insults
We took it way too far

Don’t know why I liked it
I’m sure you never cared
It was terrible to start with
And it just got worse from there

Every time we fight
I wish I could escape this malignant love
But when I cry
You know I couldn’t break this malignant love
This is our chaos
And we never get enough
So we fight, we scream
We’ll never leave
What is the appeal of malignant love?

Does anybody understand?

Always love to make a scene
So we ruin every party
It becomes a big routine

And always leave together
Cause we’re codependent pros
You’re seething, dysfunctional
I’m tearing off your clothes

Every time we fight
I wish I could escape this malignant love
But when I cry
You know I couldn’t break this malignant love
This is our chaos
And we never get enough
So we fight, we scream
We’ll never leave
What is the appeal of malignant love?

I’ve got you on your knees
We both know you’ll never do as good as me
This struggle
Eternally at war
I just want more

Every time we fight
I wish I could escape this malignant love
But when you cry
I’m falling deeper in this malignant love
This is our chaos
And we never get enough
Yeah we go so well
We’re a match from hell
What is the appeal of malignant love?
This is our chaos
And we never get enough
Cause it feels so right
Just to hear us fight
What is the appeal of malignant love?

Do you get the appeal of malignant love?
This love
I can’t escape this love